past

we must go back to our origins to remember how well we thought when we were younger

the internet is for information.

for what can be determined, prepared, reported.

what's unchanging isn't read.

it's teaching to search and gather,

to organize, to digitize.

real becomes information,

dissemination.

theoremography

here nothing is

to be determined, prepared, reported

around you there is already movement

here is a site for its reclamation

an incitement to encounter and create

this is not the internet, this is for

experimentation

arithmetric is the art of measure

email,  nov 2005:  'From the ballroom of this existence because there is nothing more'

email,  dec 2005:"i don't think i'll move beyond these things ever. i don't know who i'd be if i did.  but for me to create and exist and be happy i have to forget these things for a moment or two once in awhile.  when i forget, i am alive.  when i forget, i wonder, i am fascinated with everything;  when i stop worrying there are a few moments where i scramble for the pen to scratch a few things down.  soon i begin worrying again, but those scratches are still there.  they bring me comfort."

email, jan 2006: "tomorrow i will go to work on the subway.  on the subway i will stand next to the door and sway until my stop comes.  my eyes will be closed and i will imagine i am in new york, or in hades, or minneapolis.  we all know minneapolis.  when the doors open i will remember seoul.  i will ascend some steps and walk through a turnstyle.  there will be other people going to work, and as i ascend the steps out of the subway terminal i will be greeted by a woman hawking christian magazines.  i will smile at her and walk towards work.  at work it will be the same as it always is and i will enjoy it."